Indian Life

I carried out the exercise of returning the love back to my heart and from my heart back to the people and things I had lost over the ages, that I talked about in the last blog. As I mentioned, I had already done this with the loss of the land, both in my current life and the Indian life. In the blog before this, I described the meditation where I was shown I had not completely healed from the loss of my wife in that same lifetime. She had died while giving birth to our son. I did this exercise with her, but during this, I was shown that there were more issues that needed working on from that life time. I had not completely healed the pain of being falsely blamed. A traitor Indian had murdered a group of settlers and blamed me and my tribe. This resulted in a massacre of our people and my own death, a short while later.

It always amazes me how spirit operates. In this latest batch of healings and meditations, I had originally gone in to deal with things being taken from me. I had two people in particular who had been triggering these feelings and no matter how hard I had tried over the years, the issue had kept recurring. In this latest meditation, I saw the connection to being falsely blamed. Because I had been blamed for killing the settlers, I was killed. The thing I needed to heal, the thing that was taken from me, was my own life. I had already done a lot of work on the massacre of our people and the loss of the land, but I had not done the work on my own death. In this meditation, I saw that one of the two people who had been triggering the issue of things being taken from me, was the person who killed me in the Indian life, while the other was responsible for my death in the South American life. (I had already known about the latter and done work around it, but not the first one.) No wonder spirit had taken me back to the Indian life. I realised immediately that I would have to offer this person forgiveness, and also forgive myself for bringing the pain into this life and I did so.

It will be interesting to see how things change, now that I have carried out the forgiveness.