Healing through lifetimes
I decided to do more work on the pyre lady last night. For those who have not read my previous blog, this lady suffered a violent end when firstly she was tortured with a hot poker then burnt to death on a pyre. Until yesterday, I had been unable to get any information on her life. The only images I had seen were of her final moments. I had thought she was some kind of mad woman because I had seen her screaming and swearing at everyone. This was not the case at all. With the extra information that came to me yesterday, I saw she was a gentle, kind and beautiful woman, who was once again falsely accused. I am not sure of exactly what, but it seemed her beauty had made her a target of jealousy and she had perhaps been accused of being with someone she shouldn’t have. It did appear to be a false accusation. I decided to concentrate on forgiving those responsible for her death. One image, of a woman from another lifetime who had done the same thing, came to light. There didn’t appear to be much else, perhaps because I had already forgiven this same woman before and also because I had already worked on the forgiveness from this life and removing any potential curses I may have made at the time.
I then saw the same group of my past lives, gathered in a circle, who had gathered after the veil was lifted. I describe these encounters in Chapters 29–34, P141-170 in The Collective Us. They wanted to honour her in the same way each of them had been honoured. This involved sending her around the circle to receive a hug from each of them. The overwhelming feeling was that they admired her and her courage for what she had endured. Like it was for each of them, this was an incredibly healing moment for the pyre lady.
It appears she has sat in my energy field seething with her anger and bitterness. While I had forgiven the others involved in her death previously, I had not been able to heal her. That healing came yesterday, when I addressed the severe pain I had endured throughout my life in the pelvic region of my body.
I remember the first time I tried to forgive through lifetimes. It was the year 2000 and my spiritual development was accelerating. I remember the year, because I remember the house I was in. I lay on the bed and I asked to forgive everyone through all lifetimes who had hurt me in any way. I felt my energies shifting and several hours later, I realised the process was still happening, so I put a stop to it. Over the intervening years, I have continued with the forgiveness process, but on individual lives as the injustices have come to light.
While I was forgiving the people in the pyre life last night, I decided to once again extend that forgiveness through all lifetimes, as I had done back in 2000. I am pleased to say, there was very little reaction this time, indicating the work I have done over the years has been effective.
Of course, I know other stuff will still come up for me, but it is good to know another life time has been healed.