Fear

It took four years for me to have the book launch of Who Is Me? I certainly won’t take that long to have this one, although I know there are still some fears lingering there. These fears are not connected with anyone living nearby, rather with people I have known in my past. Friends and local people know about my spiritual beliefs, mainly because I went ahead and had the book launch in 2020 and also because of my healing and massage work. Advertising for this one will be much easier, this time around. However, for much of my life, I have hidden my spiritual side fiercely away, afraid of others’ judgement of that side of myself. So, it is not from the people who know me up here, but rather people who knew me in the past, where the fears lay. Many of those people didn’t know me because I would never let them see the real me. I still don’t know what it is that I am afraid of for I have cleared many of the fears connected with my past lives. So many times, I was put to death for my spiritual beliefs. I do know I will have to go in with eagle once again, to clear up these remaining fears. How will I sell my book if I am too afraid to be open to its existence?

At the moment, I have a PJ Lee Facebook page, to which I have invited only a small number of my friends to like. I know that one day, I will have to put a post on Facebook announcing the arrival of The Collective Us and I need to do that on my own page or invite all of my Facebook friends to the PJ Lee page, not just the selected few.

Young people today have no qualms about being open with their spirituality. I wish I had their freedom. I am ready to share my knowledge now and I would certainly be open to giving talks to interested people. I know this book will thrust me out into the open and I will one day, probably wonder why on earth I was ever afraid of people knowing that side of myself.

For now though, there is still a wee bit of work to do.