More healing

There is always more. As I mentioned in both Who Is Me? and The Collective Us, when something pushes my buttons, I know I have more work to do on a particular issue. I went into a guided meditation this morning and was surprised with the outcome. The issue that had still been dogging me was having something taken from me that was mine. I had already carried out extensive work on a Medieval life where I had been imprisoned and my wife taken from me and thought I had cleared that issue once and for all. In this morning’s meditation I was taken back to the Indian life where my wife had died in childbirth. I saw I had more healing to do around that lifetime and I was also shown that we don’t own anything. We come into this world with nothing and we leave with nothing. How could I even believe I owned something. No one owns love. Love can never be stolen. That was a wonderful revelation. I had carried out the work concerning the loss of the land in the Indian life and that was no longer an issue. But what I saw this morning was that while it was the loss of the land I had grieved, no one could take from me the love I had for that land. That was mine forever. And I saw the love I had for my wife. By believing I had lost her, I was perpetually experiencing examples of loss in my current life. I had to see that I had never lost her, for the love I held for her would be mine forever. I will go into meditation later to do more work on this. I do feel that that will finally put an end to the issue.