Follow-on

Further to my Tower blog of a few days ago, I took myself off for a clairvoyant reading, yesterday. Annalisa was a friend of a friend and I felt guided to seek her services. I am pleased that I did, because she was incredibly accurate. Often, when one has a good reading, a person comes away thinking they haven’t gained a lot of new information. This is because the reader has been accurate in what she has picked up. We have to remember here, that readers often don’t know a single thing about us and yet they describe intimate details about ourselves and the people we interact with. This is exactly what happened to me. What did Annalisa actually tell me? I asked myself after the reading. I knew I would have to sit down and listen to the recording later to pick up all the bits of information and advice that she had given me.

Annalisa ascertained that I was a writer, within the first few seconds, asking me what it was that I wrote.

‘’You have been holding back,’’ she informed me. I have always had a self-filter on my writing, which was pointed out to me in my journalism days. If I think something might offend someone or expose too much of me, I might leave it out, for example. I was told not to do this.

We addressed my self-made blocks about getting more sales for my book. Annalisa used a lovely analogy of going to a café and enjoying a piece of carrot cake, telling a friend about the experience, who then visited the café herself and enjoyed it just as much as she had done. The meaning behind this was that I am the one who needs to promote my book with enthusiasm, and in doing so, I will inspire others to want to read it. What have I done? Hidden both it and myself away.

She described me as being out of balance regarding receiving the things I have been wanting, showing me two lines next to each other, that instead of joining, were at different heights. That made a lot of sense and was especially comforting when I was told this would be rectified in about three months.

My mother and son, Daniel, came through, which was emotional.

Annalisa clarified some interactions I have had with other people, recently, which was helpful. She accurately picked up my children’s circumstances and my relationship with Stephen (‘’you guys are pretty good’’), but what I was most wanting to hear was how the tower card, that had come up so much for me last week, would impact on my life.

My understanding of this card, which I described in the previous blog, was that everything comes crashing down around a person. It can also mean change. Annalisa informed me, that in my case, the card refers to a slow crumbling on the outside, which is happening now, rather than something dramatic. At the same time, a new tower is forming within.

‘’Everything you have known for the last 20 years or so is disappearing,’’ she said. ‘’You will hardly notice this is happening, as it is like one brick being removed at a time, and under the surface, a new tower is forming.’’

As I explained in the tower blog, I have felt that change is about, but it is a relief to know that the major destruction that often accompanies this card, is not going to happen, rather a slow crumbling.

I also asked about my weight. ‘’Would I lose the unwanted kilos?’’ The answer was in the affirmative but I was told not to worry too much about that now as I needed to fix what was on the inside before any weight loss would be permanent. I felt this tied in beautifully with her depiction of the internal tower that is currently being built. When I asked her to be more specific about what I needed to work on – was it more mother stuff? I was told that it wasn’t mother or any other, it was my stuff. Great.

I was also taught a way of processing thoughts and feelings, by putting my hand on my heart and …I need to listen to the tape again to remember what comes next, but it was something I had not done before. I was also encouraged to talk to my body, when any pains came up – good advice. Annalise saw no concerns around my health which was reassuring too.

I felt light and positive after the reading. Annalisa was incredibly accurate and helped clarify much of what has been going on for me. I have a lot of self-awareness myself, but it is always good to get my own feelings and insights validified. Thank you, Annalisa.