Sneak peak

I did something yesterday, which I hadn’t done in a long time, and that was to take a sneak peak into yesterday’s All Black final game against the South Africans, before the game started.

All I saw was despondency and a feeling of ‘what just happened?’, convincing me that the team was going to lose. However, within the first couple of minutes when our player was sinbinned, I thought maybe that was the ‘what just happened?’ bit. And with the second sinbinning, which turned into a red card, I again thought that could have been the feeling of despondency I had seen. So, I convinced myself that the team could very well win after all. And I think they could have. They played darned well, especially considering they were one man down. Imagine what a full squad could have produced. I have already written a couple of blogs about losing and the shame of being sent off so I won’t go there in this one.

When Michael and Daniel were at boarding school, they played sport in the weekends. Both of them loved this, especially Daniel. I would often ‘go in’ and see how their games went. They always rang later in the day, but I liked to know at the time. I could usually work out the outcome of these games by the feelings I picked up – sadness was a loss and joy a win and extra joy meant there was a try scored by one of them. I found I was pretty accurate until one day, all I saw was despondency, when in fact they had both won their games. Apparently, Daniel had been injured in that game and that was what I had picked up when I had gone in.

Once, in one of Daniel’s cross-country races, I was driving in the morning and I saw Daniel in my mind, winning the race. I hadn’t gone in on this occasion, rather the vision was presented to me and occurred a couple of hours before he actually ran. He did indeed win it.

As the kids got older, I stopped that practise of going in, as it seemed a violation of their privacy and I don’t think I have done it since, until yesterday. Yes, I do readings for people, but it is with their permission. I guess it is similar but I know spirit does not tell anyone anything that they don’t want them to know. If I used that information I obtained yesterday in the wrong way, such as betting to gain financial rewards, I am sure I would not be shown the true outcome.

I am not reading the score, rather the emotions, and interpreting them in my own way. I got fooled during the game yesterday, believing the emotions may have referred to parts of the game, rather than the actual outcome, even though I had predicted a loss before the game started.

All this kind of work comes with ethical connotations. I won’t go into someone without their permission but I know there are many unethical people out there who do. I do not like it when I feel someone examining me on an energetic level, which I feel as tingling in my legs. Even healing others can be questioned. Once again, I won’t do this without their permission but I will do it generally, such as to the people in the Middle Eastern conflict. I have been trying to send healing out there daily, not to anyone specifically, but to the countries as a whole. I try and remove the negativity and the fear from the area and from people’s hearts. Perhaps I am out of line here, I hope not. I am sure spirit would direct the healing to the people who are open to it and would benefit from it. After all, I am not targeting any person in particular.

And perhaps it is a good time to reiterate here, the power of this type of work. Imagine if everyone who was living in a peaceful country was to send healing to those in areas of conflict. It would make a difference.