More of the same
I have decided to read both of my books again as it is seven years since Who Is Me? went to print. At the time of publication, one goes over their work so many times checking for errors, that it is nice to finally put the book down, knowing all that can be done, has been done and one doesn’t have to read it again. I wanted to see if I had forgotten something that would add to the talk I am hoping to do at the Mind, Body event in Pukekohe. Although I saw each of my former lives while writing the second book and was given a tremendous amount of new information on them, it is interesting reading what I had published in 2016, and written, two or three years before that.
Much of what I wrote in that first book was about my own understanding of how things worked. Some of it is tentative suggestions of what might be. It is interesting that all of these ideas are no longer tentative, rather, what I now know without a doubt, to be fact. For example, I suggested that the guides that one sees are people we have been before. There is no doubt that is 100 per cent correct, though not everything we see, or beings who come to aid us, are from our former lives, but the guides, the ones who accompany us every day, definitely are. I have learnt that these former selves step to the forefront when there is something we need to experience or we require a trait that they had in their lifetime. They are there to aid us on our journey and to ensure we experience similar situations to what they did to ultimately heal us both. Of course, we are not going to be burnt at the stake in this lifetime, but we can be betrayed or falsely blamed, as would have happened before these heinous deaths, enabling us to carry out the necessary forgiveness.
I wrote in yesterday’s blog about the lifetime where I was burnt at the stake after being found out by my wife for having a mistress. She went on to tell the authorities about some writing I was doing that must have been illegal and it was for that crime that I was killed. I did mention I had been thinking of that life a few nights previously and knew I had more work to do on it and then on Wednesday, it had come up again as an image in a meditation I was doing. As I was reading Who Is Me? yesterday, I had got to about the 16th chapter when I put the book down to make dinner. I went to bed earlier than Stephen and decided to read another chapter before he came to bed. This turned into another and yet another. When Stephen finally did retire, I was one page into Feather 21, which describes the lifetime I have mentioned above. I have already written a couple of blogs on synchronicity. It is not by chance that I have been halted over night to resume that chapter this morning. I will start from the beginning of it again, but there is no doubt that this is trying to alert me to the need to re examine that life and the healing that I still need to do around it. These synchronistic events no longer go unnoticed by me and I am grateful for them.
Perhaps readers wonder why I just don’t do the work there and then, but that is not always easy. Last night, for example, I wanted to go to sleep. It was already late when Stepehen came to bed and sometimes, we have to be in a vulnerable state to reach those emotions that need to be worked on. We need time as well, time when we won’t be disturbed. I do believe the moment we choose to do this work is always perfect and the perfect opportunity will present itself. I will share any significant findings when that time comes.